The beginning of depression
Saturday, January 23, 2010
23rd January 2010
2010. I do not know whether I still have anything to look forward to. My world seems so distraughted. I am torn into pieces. I am losing my energy. I am falling into a world of darkness. Who can I turn to? Who will be there with a shoulder for me.? Who has a place for me to go to when I need to hide myself away from the world. That wish will never come true.. It has never been there. All hope is lost. Even till this very moment there is nothing. Nothing at all. Acceptance or avoidance. I can't choose. Leave me alone. { 6:25 PM }
Merry Christmas!!
Friday, December 25, 2009
25th December 2009..
Merry Christmas to everyone! Hope you guys enjoy your long weekends ahead!! Take care of your health and have fun for this festive season!
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Savour the moment
Sunday, December 06, 2009
8th December 2009..
Its a Sunday night and I am at home! You must be wondering why. The reason would be that I am on course; JEEP course. So Its going to be 8am to 5pm daily. Feel free to ring me up for a meal. :) I am going to stay focus on this course. I must.... This is just the beginning of nightmare.. The battle will be long.. Approximately 1.5 yrs to go.. Give me the strength and endurance that is needed.. Sigh.. Not in the festive season mood. :({ 10:31 PM }
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
29th November 2009..
Sigh. Life is simply miserable. Really miserable. I hate army. I hate my camp. I hate the courses. I want to OOC.{ 7:50 PM }